Monday, March 26, 2012

Music Monday

   Welcome to Music Monday. I'm excited for tonight because #1 I love music, and #2 this is a special night. Tomorrow is the official release of the newest Shinedown CD, Amaryllis.  Tonight's song is one of my favorites from the album (it is released tomorrow, but I have heard the whole thing since it leaked to the internet about a week ago. I have purchased a copy that is in route to me at this very moment and it is a package deal with some other goodies).

     Seeing how the purpose of my Blog is to fill you in on the long story that is me meeting myself I present you this song along the theme of growth and renewal.  The song is entitled "For My Sake". This song is about a person breaking some kind of relationship (it is vague whether it is friendship, dating, work related, or anything necessarily specific). I would lean towards a dating relationship, but as the listener hears the song it lends itself well to interpretation. The song is the chant of the person deciding to leave behind the relationship of ambiguous type for their own sake. As I apply it to myself it is not necessarily a specific person, but more about myself. I've grown a lot this last year and the main person in my way is me. It hasn't been easy initiating change, but I know its for myself. There's an episode of How I Met Your Mother (HIMYM as It shall henceforth be referred to) where Ted and Marshall are about to have to decide who gets the apartment that they are sharing after Marshall get's married.  There is a flashback scene where Marshall asks Ted who gets the apartment, and Ted says,"I don't know, but you know who would be able to figure that out? Future Ted and Future Marshall."  Marshall then says, "Yeah let those guys deal with it."  After the flashback Ted yells, "Darn you past Ted!"  Past Owen has left a lot for me to do, and I can't continue to put it off and still expect to grow.  I'm putting my foot down and never looking back for my sake. I'm going to do work now so that later on I'm don't yell out "Dang it past Owen!"

     This song goes along with that theme. I don't know where you are in your life, but if there is someone holding you back, even yourself, you owe it to future you to not let that happen.  I'm going to let you hear the lyrics as they hit you without any line by line interpretation.



"For My Sake"

[Verse 1:]
I remember like yesterday 
You had a dream in your eyes and a smile on your face
And I'm missing those days again yeah I'm missing those days again
And I forgot what really got in the way
Maybe the sun that wouldn't shine should be taking the blame
Cause its raining on me again yeah its raining on me again

[Bridge:]
A paradox
The key you dropped
A manifest
For what you lost, was me
For my sake please..

[Chorus:]
Stop slowing me down, stop holding me up
Quit making a scene, enough's enough.
Let's be honest, your promise, was never meant to last
So am taking you on, am calling you out.
There's nothing left for us here now.
Let's be honest, I promise, I'm never lookin' back for my sake.
For my sake.

[Verse 2:]
Tell me something that's poetic at best
Make me believe there was a time that you weren't like the rest
And I'll never ask you again, and I'll never ask you again
For all the moments and the memories
No one could ever say we never had a history
But I'm leaving that all behind
And there is nothing gonna change my mind

[Bridge:]
A paradox
The key you dropped
A manifest
For what you lost, was me
For my sake please..

[Chorus:]
Stop slowing me down, stop holding me up
Quit making a scene, enough's enough.
Let's be honest, your promise, was never meant to last
So am taking you on, am calling you out.
There's nothing left for us here now.
Let's be honest, I promise, I'm never lookin' back for my sake.
For my sake.

[Bridge:]
A paradox
The key you dropped
A manifest
For what you lost, was me
For my sake please..
Stop slowing me down
Stop holding me up
Stop slowing me down
Enough's enough

[Chorus:]
Stop slowing me down, stop holding me up
Quit making a scene, enough's enough.
Let's be honest, your promise, was never meant to last
So am taking you on, am calling you out.
There's nothing left for us here now.
Let's be honest, I promise, I'm never lookin' back for my sake.
I'm never lookin' back, for my sake. [x3]

Monday, March 12, 2012

Music Monday: Return of the Song

     I am back from my unplanned hiatus.  It took a lot more time than anticipated to get through underdog week and subsequently last week was a lazy week.  We're back on track now though with the next installment of Music Monday.  

     Today we delve into my music and find the closest my music library gets to country.  Granted it isn't really country minus the over exaggerated twang of the guitar in the beginning and its name, but nonetheless it is the closest I get.  The song is by the band Seether, and I don't really have an critique or in depth look into the song.  The meaning seems to be about the singer looking for liberation from those influences in his life trying to control his choices.  He wants to make mistakes and enjoy the consequences because that is what it means to have free will. "My ship is sinking, but it's all good and I can't go down."  Read into it how you will.  This is a brief picture into the meaning I've gleaned. 



A quick note about the video:  This is the kind of video that I would make with my friends.  Especially if my boy Clint Westbrook (click link for his blog), and I ever start a band.  We will have fun just like it's obvious Seether did with the imaginary gunfights and cowboy motif.



"Country Song"

Well I can't stand to look at you now
This revelation's out of my hands
Still I can't bear the thought of you now
This complication's leaving me scared

Stay when you think you want me
Pray when you need advice
Hey keep your sickness off me trying to get through
Blame all your weakness on me
Shame that I'm so contrite
Hey keep your fingers off me, why can't I get through?

You think you have the best of intentions
I cannot shake the taste of blood in my mouth

[Chorus]
(Hey) I keep on thinking that it's
(Hey) all done and all over now (whoa)
You keep on thinking you can save me, save me
(Hey) My ship is sinking but it's
(Hey) all good and I can go down (whoa)
You've got me thinking that the party's all over

Well I can't stand to be with myself
This liberation's seemingly rare
And I can't stand the taste of your mouth
This sublimation's out of my hands

You stay 'cause you think you want me
Pray when you need advice
Hey keep your sickness off me (I'm trying to get through)
Shame you can't take this from me
Bane on the empty mind
Hey keep your fingers off me, why can't I get through?

[Chorus]
(Hey) I keep on thinking that it's
(Hey) all done and all over now (whoa)
You keep on thinking you can save me, save me
(Hey) My ship is sinking but it's
(Hey) all good and I can go down (whoa)
You've got me thinking that the party's all over

Lay down
Just stay down
Lay down because I am trying to get through

[Bridge]
Say what you want but you're not gonna win this time
Take what you want, but just leave me alive [x2]

[Chorus]
(Hey) I keep on thinking that it's
(Hey) all done and all over now (whoa)
You keep on thinking you can save me, save me
(Hey) My ship is sinking but it's
(Hey) all good and I can go down (whoa)
Still you believe that we can start it all over

Lay down
Just stay down
Lay down because the party's all over

Lay down
Just stay down
Lay down because I am trying to get through

Friday, March 2, 2012

Underdog Week: Finale

     Dary!  Legendary!  Tonight's song is my favorite one at this point in time.  Our band tonight is..

Chevelle
I have been listening to these guys for years.  They are a Chicago based band that was originally formed by three brothers.  After a couple of CD's there was a split and one brother left the group.  The remaining members have kept that reason to themselves the best they can.  Their newest CD is entitled "Hats off to the Bull." It is their 6th studio album and is a great example of how their musical style has refined itself.  They are very conscious about keeping all of their albums sounding the same, and they keep a unique feel to each CD.
     Tonight's song is the title track from the album, and thus is entitled "Hats off to the Bull." The metaphor of bullfighting plays perfectly into underdog week.  I'm sure most people know about the true nature of bullfighting.  It isn't anything like this what i remember seeing in cartoons.  I remember watching Loony Toons as Bugs Bunny gallantly defends himself from a big bully of a bull.  Through much comic mischief he is saved from the bull.  Real bullfighting is much more barbaric since we don't see the blood or any real injury in those cartoons.  For years I thought that all matadors did was wave a cape at a bull and dodge his horns, but the truth is rather horrifying.  WARNING: THE NEXT PART OF THIS BLOG CONTAINS PICTURES AND A VIDEO THAT ARE OF A VIOLENT AND GRAPHIC NATURE.
     
They are stabbed multiple repeatedly
The eyes of a victim
In the end they are killed 

     Bullfighting is flat out slaughter of bulls.  It is done for sport for the fans yelling in the stands.  In my opinion that there is no glory in ganging up on an animal and slaughtering it for pleasure.  Chevelle uses the metaphor to speak about how we treat each other.



All our needs put together
Don't bleed on their own
You paid for an eyeful
So behold the bull
Why can't I look up, out in the clearing
Tell me what's there below, end over end
While he's safe for the moment, guess what I'm learning
He's never safe from the crowd

So hats off to the bull
No giving up
Either way, it makes ya mad
Well some of us
Hats off to the bull, keep giving all
What ya say we make amends

To be monumental
Could mean the beyond
The simpler the treasure
Means the higher the cost
Well as for the ending, damn right I'm learning
You might ask for the door, end over end
Well I hate how the clouds hide
The gasps from above

So hats off to the bull
No giving up
Either way, it makes ya mad
Well some of us
Hats off to the bull, keep giving all
What ya say we make amends

Find your challenge, suffer miles
Colors gray, he brings them out
Don't mind the challenge, suffer miles
A little shallow, if I don't say

Hats off to the bull
His time ain't up
Bitter hell in the lion's den
For some of us
Hats off to the bull
The sun won't set
Till the pain and the final breath

So hats off to the bull
No giving up
Either way, it makes ya mad
Well some of us
Hats off to the bull, keep giving all
What ya say we make amends

Hats off to the bull, no giving up
Hats off to the bull, keep giving all

Hats off to the bull, no giving up
Hats off to the bull

     There is a lot of powerful imagery in the lyrics of this song.  The opening is no exception. "All our needs put together Don't bleed on their own You paid for an eyeful So behold the bull." The idea is that the person who is being treated like the bull has been purposely put there by their oppressors and they have made some sort of investment in their "prey".  The video showed a brief clip of the happy pastures that the bulls spend most of their time in, but being released before the crowd is the beginning of its swan song.  The underdog has no other choice to fight, and the odds are stacked so heavily against him that he has little hope of surviving.  I've seen and experienced the taunting of the bull.  If someone is weird and doesn't fit in the persecution and torment starts.  Its all for fun, but it is never fun for the underdog.  Beholding your quarry being brought down low makes you feel lifted.  That is one more person that you are better than, and if you were the so called "matador" you receive accolades from the group of bullies.  

     Chevelle is giving an ode to the underdog.  The metaphorical bull has no friends, freedom, or voice. This song is there call out in their name.   From what I've heard they are even specifically referring to government and the way our economy is continuing to go downward.  

     This is in many ways a continuation of last nights underdog call.  There is a lot of oppression of people by groups.  This song has a continuous theme of fighting back and not giving up.  "Hats off to the bull, no giving up Hats off to the bull, keep giving all" The video even shows how the bull continues to struggle and fight.  It gives everything that it can to fight back, and sometimes they hit home and score one for the underdog.
Unfortunately for the underdog the torment is constant and relentless. "His time ain't up Bitter hell in the lion's en For some of us Hats off to the bull The sun won't set Till the pain and the final breath" The oppressors keep stabbing away tearing at your vulnerable spots until you just can't take it anymore.  They bleed you dry and then move one as if everything was alright again.  In the end no no matter how much the underdog strives they lose a lot of battles.  Without encouragement or support of some kind they are likely to succumb, much like the bull, to the torment and lose all of the fight they have within them.

     The last lyric that I want to pull out comes at the end of the second verse.  "Well I hate how the clouds hide The gasps from above." The injustice is great and the idea of the oppressive crowds is blind to how horrific the whole ordeal is, and they can't see the reactions that occur in heaven.  They just continue demanding the blood of the innocent to be spilled to the satisfaction of their dark desires.

     This is how underdog week ends.  I thank you for coming along this journey with me through rants and raves.  I just wanted to share a what I have begun to hear from those around us.  There is a great need for love in this world, and we each have the opportunity to make those around us feel loved and appreciated no matter who they are.  The underdogs aren't a helpless group by any means.  They are strong.  The problem is that they are greatly mistreated, and their value is overlooked. 

     And you shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.  The second is this:  You shall love your neighbor as yourself.  There is no other commandment greater than these. Mark 12:30, 31.

Happy Sabbath everyone!

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Underdog Week: Day 4

     I've constantly heard the phrase "4 has more", and we are now at day four of underdog week and I certainly have more music for you.  I'm blogging earlier tonight than I have the rest of this week, and that is because I was able to get my hands on some NBA tickets to go see the Oklahoma City Thunder face the Orlando Magic.   I'm super stoked since this will be my first live NBA game.

    As underdog week continues to gain momentum I'm starting to get into the songs that well up compassion mixed with anger. The compassion reaches out to those oppressed and my anger is stirred at those who oppress them.  It is truly abhorring to really take a look at how we treat each other.  The reasons behind our actions are also more deeply rooted within us than we actually realize. There will be more on that later.

     Tonight's song belongs to the group Rise Against
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This band has been together since 1999, and as their name implies  they rise against social injustice. The band is known for its political lyrics and activism. They have a song entitled that speaks against global warming, and they actively support animal rights as well. Their musical style has become smoother over the years.  They have released six studio albums since their beginning and the 6th CD contains tonight's song.
Their CD Endgame was released on March 15th, 2011.  If you enjoy the occasional rock song I would suggest that you pick up their CD and just listen to the lyrics.  They are well constructed and thoroughly thought out.  The song that I'm going to focus on is Make it Stop (September's Children)



Woah, woah.

Bang bang go the coffin nails,
Like a breath exhaled,
Then gone forever.
It seems like just yesterday,
How did I miss the red flags raise?

Think back to the days we laughed
We braved these bitter storms together.
Brought to his knees he cried,
But on his feet he died.

What God would damn a heart?
And what God drove us apart?
What God could

Make it stop
Let this end
Eighteen years pushed to the ledge.
It's come to this,
A weightless step.
On the way down singing,
Woah, woah.

Bang bang from the closet walls,
The schoolhouse halls,
The shotgun's loaded.
Push me and I'll push back.
I'm done asking, I demand.

From a nation under God,
I feel it's love like a cattle prod.
Born free, but still they hate.
Born me, no I can't change.

It's always darkest just before the dawn.
So stay awake with me, let's prove them wrong.

Make it stop.
Let this end,
Eighteen years pushed to the ledge.
It's come to this,
A weightless step.
On the way down singing,
Woah, woah.

The cold river washed him away,
But how could we forget.
The gatherings hold candles
But not their tongues.

And too much blood has flown from the wrists,
Of the children shamed for those they chose to kiss.
Who will rise to stop the blood.

We're calling for
Insisting on
A different beat, yeah
A brand new song

Woah, woah.
(Tyler Clemente age 18)
A brand new song
Woah, woah.
(Billy Lucas age 15)
Woah, woah.
(Harrison Chase Brown age 15)
Woah, woah.
(Cody J. Barker age 17)
(Seth Walsh age 13)

Make it stop.
Let this end,
This life chose me, I'm not lost in sin
But proud I stand
Of who I am
I plan to go on living

Make it stop.
Let this end,
All these years pushed to the ledge.
But proud I stand
Of who I am
I plan to go on living

     This song takes a stand against a very specific type of bullying.  It is the type of bullying that targets those who are "different" from us. The discrimination of those gays, lesbians, bisexuals, and transgenders is depraved and comes from a place of insecurity.  I'm not pretending that I know what it is like to endure this type of torment, but I am trying to add my voice to the call that this can not be tolerated.  It makes me sick to hear stories of alienation and torment of anyone, and the bullying of these valuable people, and I'll say again people, seems to be much more harsh and unforgiving.  
     
     Growing up in the Adventist church the message was that these people were sinning, and I can not fully depict how much I have resented that notion as I have grown older.  As a society we seem to always be looking for reasons that we are better than others.  We look for anything that we can use to raise ourselves up above others.  I've ministered to a few gay couples over my time in the hospital.  I've always been nervous.  Not because of who they are, but because of who I am.  Christians tend to be the biggest oppressors when it comes to sexual preference.  I was worried that as a minister they would feel judged by me when in truth I hold as much compassion for them as I do anyone else I minister to.  

     "We're calling for a different beat yeah a brand new song." Things in our society need to change.  One of the most striking lines to me is, "One nation under God.  I feel it's love like a cattle prod."  This makes me think of the Westboro Baptist Church and how they chant how "God hates fags."  There is no God in that statement.  Everything about what they are saying goes against God's love.  From the Bible we learn that Jesus would have come to die even if only one human would repent.  I ask you what if that person was gay?  I believe that doesn't matter. "What God would damn a heart? And what God drove us apart? What God could Make it stop Let this end Eighteen years pushed to the ledge. it's come to this, A weightless step. On the way down singing, Woah, woah."  God loves each and every human that he created.  The God that I have found in the scriptures hurts for each of his children when they are bullied for being themselves.  There are some biblical passages that I still need to work through in regards to my own personal theology, but that is the journey I'm on.   I've heard the arguments that "It's just a chemical imbalance", "It's a choice", and others.  I have some friends who are gay and I have been told that it wasn't a choice for them.  They knew they were different, but couldn't explain why they didn't like girls.  

     I recently watched a documentary entitled, "The Flight from Death: The Quest for Immortality"  In this documentary they talk about how people, especially if reminded of their mortality, can respond in a very violent manner against things that are different because of the perceived threat they pose against their most cherished beliefs.  Wars tend to boil down to social issues before anything else.  In 2001 our response to the tragedy in New York was war.  Our very foundations were shaken and we retaliated in a rather primitive manner.  In my opinion LGBT discrimination is a microcosm of this type of response.  

     The song's beginning revolves around a particular boy who jumped in the river and killed himself because he couldn't stand it anymore.  He bought into the lies that his bullies were telling him and found freedom.  "And too much blood has flown from the wrists, Of the children shamed for those they chose to kiss. Who will rise to stop the blood?"  I don't understand why we as a society look at the differences between us.  I'm striving to glorify similarities while celebrating the differences.  Life would be boring with only one color, and it would be stale with only one type of person. 


    "Brought to his knees he cried, But on his feet he died." I admire the courage of those individuals who have to face this torment face on.  They have a lot of strength and value that don't receive as much recognition as they should. It is my hope and prayer that we can learn to truly love each other.  I think people like Ellen Degeneres and Neil Patrick Harris can help turn things around.  These two people have come very far, and they have shown how similar every person is despite their sexual preference.  I can't say that I know anyone who doesn't like at least one of them. 

     That's a portion of my feelings on the topic.  If you want to pick my brain I'd be glad to share more.  This brings day 4 of Underdog week to a close, and I have to say I'm really excited about tomorrow's post.  It is going to be legend.... wait or iiiiiiit


Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Underdog Week: Day 3

     Ladies and gentleman welcome to day three of underdog week.  I have to start out with this: 


I'm not in the least bit a fan of Lady Gaga's music.  To be frank she creeps me out hardcore.  I did find her movement very interesting though. This is the first example that I have seen of this anti bullying theme outside of the rock genre.  In all honesty I haven't really been looking for it.  I've just started to notice it. The significant thing is that newer music seems to be gravitating to it.  It seems to me like society is clamoring for a change.  Wait a change from what? I haven't quite figured it out, but it seems to have a lot to do with peace.  Nowadays it is hard to trust our own government. I've been trying to pay attention to politics and it is an exhausting task trying to sift through all of the back biting and lies.  We are in a massive debt as a country and all our politicians seem to be giving is us frustration.  SOPA was a great example of the government trying to accomplish their own agenda, but the people spoke out as one saying, "We don't have to take this, back against the wall.  We don't have to take this.  We can end it all."   I wonder if the United States as a whole feels bullied.  I've heard the phrase life imitates art, and I would add art reflects life.  Right now people are expressing how discontented they are from their musical soapbox.  Granted these songs aren't talking about government, and I might be piecing it together wrong. I can see however the plausibility of it all.  The bottom line does seem to be these artist feel bullied or witness it and they won'd accept it anymore.  

    Now onto tonight's song.  This artist is one that I'm just now learning about.  They are called Redlight King.
I've just recently found out that the band was formed by Mark Kasprzyk.  He is a singer/songwriter who is known under his stage name, Kazzer.  He appears to have two albums that he made in the early 2000's.  He just recently formed the Redlight King group.  I'm assuming since he is their front man that he is the red light king.  I'm not sure what red light imagery he is going with. 

    I recently bought their CD Something for the Pain.  This album is loaded with themes of being an underdog and seeking redemption for past mistakes.  The CD has a rather religious tone in many of the songs.  The song that I feel epitomizes this week's underdog theme is entitled Comeback.

Many times I've walked the line
I've rolled the dice and questioned my life
Many times I sacrificed and dealt with the pain
I've been down this road before
Where the dead ends are
It rains and it pours
I've been down below and
It's the price that I paid

I know how it feels when you have to start again
Now there's no one to save me
I know how it feels when the world is gonna end
But they'll see

I'm gonna make a comeback
I'm gonna dig six feet up tonight
I'm gonna get it all back
I'm gonna make a comeback this time

Look into my eyes you'll see
A graveyard filled with dirt and defeat
Look into my eyes you'll see
The weight on my soul
Where the fallen angels sleep
The crooked hearts and the crossroads meet
Where the haters say my name
And carve it in stone

I know how it feels when I haven't got a friend
Even when they're standin' beside me
I know how it feels when the world is gonna end
But they'll see

I'm gonna make a comeback
I'm gonna dig six feet up tonight
I'm gonna get it all back
I'm gonna make a comeback this time

Risk it all, I'm gonna risk it all
I'm gonna break my back and risk it all
I'm gonna pick my spot, take my shot,
Swallow my pride and risk it all
I'm gonna risk it all
And I won't look back
I'm gonna pick my spot,
Take my shot, swallow my pride
And risk it all

The light's on, the last round
The dark horse keeps on fightin'

I'm gonna make a comeback
I'm gonna dig six feet up tonight
I'm gonna get it all back
I'm gonna make a comeback this time
I'm gonna make a comeback
I'm gonna dig six feet up tonight
I'm gonna get it all back
I'm gonna make a comeback this time

I'm gonna make a comeback this time
Yeah, a comeback, a comeback
I'm gonna make a comeback this time
I'm gonna comeback, I'm gonna comeback
I'm gonna comeback
I'm diggin' up six feet tonight

Comeback has a different flavor of underdog.  This is also a song of redemption.  The phrase "I'm diggin' up six feet tonight" is a powerful depiction of a second chance/life.  In many ways the song talks about fighting yourself.  The singer is saying "I've been down this road before", "Take my shot, swallow my pride and risk it all", and the idea of "diggin' six feet up" is built on the idea of doing himself because he buried himself.  When I am trying to make a comeback it usually is a result of my own short comings or doubts about myself.  It is in those moments that I become my own oppressor.  I can't accept anyone else's love until I love myself, or I can't be successful without having confidence in my own abilities.  This song in my opinion is a challenge to self, and it is also a proclamation to the world that I will be successful. There is also the dark horse imagery in this song just like last night's highlighted song.  This feels like an answer to the lack of confidence that others have or even self has in the attempted comeback.  "Look into my eyes and see a graveyard filled with dirt and defeat."  Life is hard and constantly failing especially because of myself is not an easy thing to overcome and fight against.  So there it is. Underdog week day three comes to an end.  Don't fret though I still have two songs left and...


Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Underdog Week: Day 2

     O boy it is day two and I'm just getting warmed up.  I don't have as long of an intro, and this means I can focus more on the song.  If your just joining in I'm on a journey through my music.  I've discovered a golden thread connecting a few of my favorite bands.  One thing I didn't mention yesterday is that all of these songs were released within the last year.  This is one of the main reasons I feel this is a significant connection.  The bands that I listen to are seemingly unifying their voices to call out for the little guy.  It is likely that these bands experienced being on the side of the oppressed or have known someone close to them who was.  Now they aren't waiting anymore to make their feelings known.

Tonight's song is brought to us by these guys:
This is the Christian rock band Switchfoot.  They are a band based out of San Diego California.  They have been making music since the mid to late 90's.  I discovered them because of my friend David.  He was in love with their song Meant to Live.  He got the CD, and would constantly be humming it in class. Ever since he had me listen to it I have greatly enjoyed their music and their lyrical style has greatly increased in depth.

The song that I want to highlight is from their newest CD  Vice Verses.  Vice Verses was released back on September 27th. I'm intrigued by the correlation with Amaryllis being released next month on the 27th of March.

Now I could talk a lot about this CD and the great songs in it, but I am here for a specific purpose so I'll remind myself to Carry on my Wayward Son (I had to put a Kansas reference on this blog some how).  Tonight I bring forward for you blog perusing pleasure the most tantalizing treat your ears have ever heard (that might be a slight exaggeration).  My song this evening is Dark Horses.

Yeah

I made my mistakes
I seen my heart cave in
I got my scars
I been to hell and back again

Born for the blue skies
We’ll survive the rain
Born for the sunrise
We’ll survive the pain

[Chorus:]
We’re singing…
Hey, you can’t count us out
We’ve been running up against the crowd
Yeah, we are the dark horses
We’re singing…
Wait! It’s not over now
We’ve been down but we’ve never been out
Yeah, we are the dark horses

We found the way out
The city takes everything it can
But outside the crowds
I can feel my lungs again

Born for the blue skies
We’ll survive the rain
Born for the sunrise
We’ll survive the pain

[Chorus]

We're singing
La la la la la la la
La la la la la la la.

Yeah!

Born for the blue skies
Born for the blue skies
Born for the sunrise
We’ll survive the pain

[Chorus:]
We’re singing…
Hey, you can’t count us out
We’ve been running up against the crowd
Yeah, we are the dark horses
We’re singing…
Wait, don’t care what they say
We know we’ll find a way
Yeah! We are the dark horses

Yeah!

Laa la-la-la-la-laa
Laa la-la-la-la-laa

[Faded Voice:]
Keep running with the dark horses
Hope makes the blood change courses
Keep running with the dark horses
Stand up with the dark horses
Keep running with the dark horses
Hope makes the blood change courses


I hope you weren't put off by the still frame picture on the video. I don't know if you're familiar with the dark horse metaphor or not.  It is rather important for my point so I will briefly explain it as I understand.  The dark horse is the horse in a race that is not expected to win.  They are filled with potential, but no one recognizes it.    This song revolves around the band claiming that being underestimated and put down is not really a bad thing. I feel the tone of this song is more positive than Bully.  "Born for the blue skies we'll survive the pain. Born for the sunrise we'll survive the pain." Life is certainly no bed of roses. There will be people who doubt your abilities, but there is no reason that you should give up before you reach the sunrise. In the chorus they sing the mantra to their haters that they can't be counted out.  I even detect a bit of  you'll regret it if you do.  The most pivotal part of the song is easily the la las.  There is a lot of depth in them, and the difficulty of putting just the right amount of la las is a very delicate art. ;)  All kidding aside that part of the song does intrigue me.  I'm not terribly good at naming the parts of the song.  If I had to guess it this would be a bridge.  There seems to be a smug quality to it.  They almost seem to be taunting their oppressors as if they know they will over come them.   I could go into it more, but I don't want to influence your interpretation more than I already have. Until next time.  Stay classy San Diego.

Monday, February 27, 2012

Underdog Week: Day 1

     Mondays have been villainized for decades.  It seems to b a by-product of our industrialized society.  We've created the kind of societal norms that result in people striving to getting the week's end rather than enjoying the moment.  A large majority of people seem to struggle with being present in their physical location.  Our heads are constantly filled with thoughts of trips to distant lands, time spent with friends, or sleeping in for a couple extra hours.

     During Football season it is easy to find something I can look forward to on Monday.  During the off season I have to be creative, and now that I have a blog I've decided to attempt starting a weekly post revolving around music.  I have also decided to make things a little bit more interesting by making the first one last a week (really just five days).

     My preferred genre of music is rock.  I've described rock more than a few times as the music of my soul.  I am rather picky about what I listen to.  Far too often rock lyrics are poorly constructed, repetitive, and focused on sex and drinking.  I think the main reason I enjoy rock  is digging into the lyrics for a meaning.  Pop music largely tends to be about making a rhythm that people can dance to.  A lot of the country songs I have heard are telling you a story.  Most of the rock that I actually listen to needs to be deciphered and experienced to understand the meaning.  It's really all a personal preference, and to me the difference is quite noticeable.  For example the following is the chorus of a rather popular song:

Baby, baby, baby oh
I'm Like baby, baby, baby no
I'm Like baby, baby, baby oh
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby oh
I'm Like baby, baby, baby no
I'm like baby, baby, baby oh
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)

Now here is an example of a pre-chorus and chorus of a song that I  really like:

I am focused on what I am after
The key to the next open chapter


Cause I found a way to steal the sun from the sky
Long live that day that I decided to fly from the inside

I'm not here bashing other music.  I'm just expressing that what I desire from music is different than most popular music.  The first song's chorus has four words that have more than four letters.  Now if you look closely enough you'll see that it is really just two different words repeated twice.  To be fair there are a couple of repeated words in the second song too i.e. I, from, and to. In the end the thought I have about the music like the first song is:


     As I've experienced and deciphered my music I have noticed a recent theme that has stretched across five different bands who are within the same genre, and yet their style and sound are widely diverse.  The theme is an ode to the underdogs of our society. These bands are crying out for those who don't have a voice.  Without further ado or gilding of the lily I shall start underdog week with a song by the Jacksonville based band entitled Bully.

CD cover for Amaryllis

     This song is the first released single off of their newest CD Amaryllis. The CD comes out one month from today.  I am very excited to get my hands on it.  Shinedown hasn't released new music for a couple of years now.  Bully calls out the proverbial bully while also using chorus of voices to chant that the oppressed don't have to take the abuse. The surface theme seems to be specifically about school bullies with lyrics referring to the 8 o'clock school bell and the reference to sticks and stones breaking bones. The message certainly isn't limited to the school yard.  I can also see how it can be applied to any bullies that one might have to face during their lifetime.  Enjoy at your convenience the first helping of underdog week.


It's 8 AM, this Hell I'm in

Seems I've crossed the line again

For being nothing more than who I am
So break my bones and throw your stones
We all know that life ain't fair 
But there is more of us, we're everywhere

We don't have to take this, back against the wall
We don't have to take this, we can end it all

All you'll ever be is a fading memory of a bully
Make another joke while they hang another rope, so lonely
Push them to the dirt till the words don't hurt
Can you hear me?
No one's gonna cry on the very day you die
You're a bully

Think it through, you can't undo
Whenever I see black and blue
I feel the past, I share the bruise
With everyone who's come and gone
My head is clear, my voice is strong, now I'm right here to right the wrong

We don't have to take this, back against the wall
We don't have to take this, we can end it all

All you'll ever be is a fading memory of a bully
Make another joke while they hang another rope, so lonely
Push them to the dirt till the words don't hurt
Can you hear me?
No one's gonna cry on the very day you die
You're a bully

(Solo)

It's 8 AM, the Hell I'm in! 
Your voice is strong, now right the wrong! 

All you'll ever be is a fading memory of a bully
Make another joke while they hang another rope, so lonely
Push them to the dirt till the words don't hurt
Can you hear me?
No one's gonna cry on the very day you die
You're a bully

All you'll ever be is a fading memory of a bully
Make another joke while they hang another rope, so lonely
Push them to the dirt till the words don't hurt
Can you hear me?
No one's gonna cry on the very day you die
You're a bully

We don't have to take this, back against the wall
We don't have to take this, we can end it all (x4)